Vertigo

Staplegunned

2006-10-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

I want you staple-gunned right to my side all of the time

Do I have to spell it out for you or scream it in your face?

oh, the chemistry between us could destroy this place

Do I have to spell it out for you or whisper in your ear?

Oh, just stop right there I think that we've got something here

With lots of love

2006-10-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

DENISE: Hey Dee, I know you're not really happy now. I know even if you're trying to fake, pretend that you're really happy and that nothing's wrong, I know, you can't lie to me :) I just want you to know that no matter what problems you have ( right now ) I'll always be here for you alright, and I'm sure it'll be over soon so don't worry so much. And if everything goes well with YKW, I will be here to support you alright, even if it doesn't turn out right, I'll be here for you, giving you kleenex or a bear hug to crush your bones :D Remember what I told you " When you're scared, I'll stay with you. When you feel you're falling, I'll be there for you. When your heart breaks, I'll ease your aches, whatever it takes I'm in. Anytime you need a friend. Babe I can't wait for your Os to be over so we can do all those silly things again :D Haha, I miss you Dee ! ( even though I see you 2x a week ) Don't worry so much alright, I'll always be here for you and God will be too. There's no problem to big that He cannot handle. Count on us to cheer you on Denise ! Alright, take care and anytime, be it anywhere or anything, I'll be here to listen. You can count on that love :) DENISE TAN JUN YI, YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS :D MWAHHHHHHHH <3

xoxo,
Faith

Deadbeat, sweetheart

2006-10-05T16:49:00.000+08:00

But your ribs can't withstand the increasing weight,
As your heart gets heavier.
And sooner or later it falls to the tips of your toes.

2006-09-19T18:01:00.000+08:00

What may be the best thing for you to do,

Sometimes it the hardest thing for you to do,

And thats real.

Hiatus

2006-09-15T15:22:00.000+08:00

I happened to look through the pictures I took this year, and somehow couldn't help looking/thinking about those great times and the fun we had and I really really want those times back again. Exams have made everything worse and it's starting in like 10 days. I guess it's time for me to hit the books and hate the computer. But before I go, this post is going show how much I've enjoyed everything that happened this year. Every single one, has made this year such a special one. I love love love love you all, from the bottom of my heart. Till then, 6th October.

Double-O-Se7en: I know I'm usually hanging on, I used to hate to see you gone. But this time it's different I don't even feel the distance, I'm not missing, I'm not missing you.

Dearest Sunshine Boy,

2006-09-10T17:23:00.000+08:00

" Hey, you're doing what you're best at, walking away. "

You said we were an accident

With accidents you'll never know what could have been

So we were an accident

You'll always be my favorite one

& I love you my :)

What I've Been Looking For

2006-09-05T13:52:00.000+08:00

This year is almost ending, it's already September in like 1 month, school will close for the holidays :) That's what all of us I suppose are looking forward to. Okay I've been looking back for this past 9 months and I'm really thankful for whatever happened this year.

I still remembered that after we got our posting last year I found out that I'm going to 3C1 with people whom I'm not even close to and I got all sad and worried about it and even regret putting that as my first choice. So I heard that Ann na, Vicky, Bird, Dory and all were going to be in that class and I was like ' Omg, I'm can't mix with them ' Which I got even more worried. 2006 started and I dreaded it, not knowing how am I going to fit in to this new class of mine. It was quite hard at first, I hung out with Carol, Drusilla, Eileen, Cheryl & Janice. I can never forget my first half of the year was spent with them, a really good one though, they never fail to amuse me :) Oh and my Birthday of course :D The brilliant idea Dee came up with, I really miss those times we had together Dee when you were not so caught up in studying for your Os and Prelims. When I stayed over after the concert and we were having phone calls and you wanted to cook pasta for me ( ! ) Haha, I love you Dee, and of course you had one of those Denise moments. I remembered walking along Orchard you showed me this picture and your phone dropped and I kicked it all the way to the other end of the building and you were laughing when you picked it up and *** was laughing too, it was hilarious.

During June, you can say that it was the best time of all. I had my UK trip which I've always looked forward to, but about 3 weeks before the trip, I begin regretting signing up to go for it. There was so many things happening during that time that I wasn't sure I could just go and leave it all for 10 days. There was also my family ( okay, I know I sound like some one who has already gotten married but whatever ) the gatherings that were arranged and my Aunties and Uncles have even thought of heading up to Malaysia for 3 days and yes, I missed all that. My Mum even wanted to go to Hong Kong ! But thank God I went ahead with the UK trip if not I would have missed such a great opportunity. Those 10 days spent with my close friends was a truely rewarding one as we got to know each other better and we too had the time of our lives. I remembered on the first day at Manchester, I was so homesick that I almost cried ( shut up ). First it was at the airport, when we all switched on our phones after a long 13 hour flight and I got a number of messages. I got one from Cherlene that made me really happy. But then I opened the next one and immediately it hit me really bad, I wanted to fly back and give that person a hug. Haha and Cheryl tried her best to make me feel better by telling me that I have her :D ( eww ) But it didn't really work because when I got back to the hostel, I recieved a message from my Mum and I was like ' Damn it man, I want to go home ' I was seriously homesick, I was on the brink of tears and Denise was about to cry too. But other then that, it was a really good trip.

Other then that, when I got back from my trip, my silly twin flew off to Club Med and I missed the chance of seeing her. I was looking forward to seeing her after such a long while which equals to A MONTH. I opened my email and to my suprise, there was the Sec 3 &4 June camp :) I didn't hesistate to sign up for it and it was really really fun. I bonded so much with Bestfriend, our late night talks at the stairs and behind the toilet and not forgetting that long walk along the beach. I'm so thankful for having her in my life, I wonder what I'll do without her there to support me. I love you Bestfriend :D June was such a great month that I didn't want it to end. And our last minute plan to head up to Choey's house to suprise her for her birthday and she was really suprise and touched :) And our Sunday School class party, Choey & I took the time to catch up with Hannah & Zaneta while the rest fooled around.

And it came July, music marathon that took up so much of our time but lessons were cancelled because of this so yay ! We were all practicing in class but most of the time we were just slacking, sleeping and laughing the day away :D And July was where I grew to love school more and more. My recesses were spent with Anna, Candice, Glynnis, Sok & Angela who never never fail to make me laugh. They are what I go to school for :) Change of seating arrangement and I ended up sitting with Dory, yes sometimes she can be oh so annoying that you just want to slap her but if she wasn't there to listen and help me along all this while, I think I would have just crash & burn. It was a really heartwrenching month for me but I guess everyone in school took all of that away.

August, it just passed. Everyone was so tensed and stressed studying for common test and also everyone was busy preparing for the end of years. Haha, I can never forget the many videos of Candice singing thinking she can sing so much better than Joakim :D Every single day sing as many songs as she can, never stop singing. And of course for cheering me up even though you know I still can't really let go of it all and telling me to love you instead, but you have Anna la :) Of course for my Mum for getting me a new phone for no rhyme or reason just suprising me during dinner, I was really suprised and touched. For National Day was spent at my Cousin's house swimming and watching the parade and singing the National anthem out loud after don't know how long. Plus, PL won the bronze award for Arts Education. I guess when it came to August it made all of us realise that this year is coming to an end and that next year it'll be our turn to sit for O levels and then we'll all be in different JCs, Polys and just like that, 4 years of Secondary school goes by so quickly.

I guess this year so many things happened for a reason. Stronger friendships were made this year and also a lot of studying has been made. This year has been quite a good year and obviously everyone knows that I hated July the most, I really hated it. But with my friends there for me, things went a lot easier and better. So many events had taken place, be it good or bad, but I didn't regret making those choices. I'll never regret whatever has happened during these past few months. I guess through all of these, it made me a stronger person. I mean somethings in life no matter how hard you try to hold onto them, eventually you have to let it all go one day. I was once like that, not wanting to let go, but now it made me realise that it's not worth it, what's the point ? And to every single one of you ( School or Church ): Thank you for playing a part in my life, and for supporting me through these few months, I love all of you, MWAHHHHH :D

2006-09-04T13:11:00.000+08:00

My spongebob sticker. Thanks hot stuff <3

Really really amusing, after all this while

I've been reading Macbeth, I'm not even half way done yet.

My half - eaten cheesecake

Yesterday we had ushering duty for Shineforth and as usual, Choey was late. VERY LATE. So we were giving out bulletins and all. Well, the best part was counting and clicking that button :D You could have guessed that Choey & I were just standing there, not knowing what to do until that guy came up to us and told us that we had to like direct people down for communion. Service ended terribly late and we left at 1245pm. We didn't catch a movie because it was all sold out and we missed the 1245 show at Lido. So we walked the WHOLE of Orchard helping Choey find a present for her sister. And yes, I didn't buy anything for myself in the end. Looks like I have to wait till the 6th of Oct when EOYS are over. Haha, Choey ends one week later :D Okay so she decided on the wallet for her sister then we splitted. Had a good time with her today and all, bonding. But we had blistery feet because I swear my flats were killing me and Choey's heels too.

Headed down to Thomson Plaza for my hair cut and really, I have short hair now and I think when you all see me again, you will just die laughing at my hair. And it's like the 6th time I went to cut my hair this year, Dory claims that I spend a fortune on my hair. Oh, I can't wait for Friday, I want my hot cakes :)

You didn't mean to love me back, but you did

Almost is never close enough

2006-09-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

Name twenty people you can think of right now.Don't read the question(s)until you've named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose five people to do this.

1. Becky

2. Choey

3. Denise

4. Eunice

5. James

6. Anna

7.Dory

8. Candice

9. Sok Yi

10. Cheryl Lee

11. Debbie

12. Prash

13. Xavier

14. Cherlene

15. Caroline

16. Hannah Wong

17. Jac

18. Gerard

19. Jon

20. Audrey

How did you meet #14? ( Cherlene) : Throught Friendster. ( Haha, dumb but I never regret it )

What would you do if you didn't meet #1? ( Becky ) : I would never have a bestfriend and no one can beat her to being the bestest bestest friend :) I've known her all my life.

What if #9 and #20 dated? ( Sok & Audrey ) : Actually can ! Haha, both also so pretty :)

Would #6 and #17?( Anna & Jac ) : You're kidding, it's Jac for crying out loud !

Describe #3: ( Denise ) : The ultimate Aunty. She's always here and she never, never fails to listen. And sometimes she's quite stupid la :D

#8 attractive? ( Candice ) : Omg, Candice you're so fine you blow my mind.

Describe #7 ( Dory ) : She can be really really annoying that you feel like killing her but other then that, she's a really really good friend who I can honestly say I can trust and who I know will always be here for me, someone I can count on :)

#12 family members ? ( Prash ) : Uh like no ?

#18 confess to you that he likes you ( Gerard ) : OH MY SON. Now that would be a really good joke wouldn't it ? No way la, and besides he's already attached :D

What language does #15 speak ? ( Caroline ) : English ? ( Caroline's very hot :D )

Who is #9 going out with ? ( Sok Yi ) : Her indian girl l0r, and I think Annabella. ( Kidding )

How old is #16 ? ( Hannah ) : 20, 20, 20 !

When is the last time you spoke to #13 ? ( Xavier ) : Like today during Shineforth.

Who is number #2's favourite band / singer ? ( Choey ) : The Click Five ? I'm not sure, she listen to like all sorts of songs. Maybe she likes bollywood :D

Would you ever date #4 ? ( Eunice ) : OMG YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING.

Would you ever date #1 ? ( Becky ) : Haha, sure thing babe :)

Is #19 single ? ( Jon ) : I guess so, interested ? Haha.

What is #10's last name ? ( Cheryl ) : Lee !

Would you ever go into a relationship with #11 ? ( Debbie ) : If she were a guy, I wouldn't mind ! She can play the guitar and sing and we'll take long walks along the beach :D

School of #3 ? ( Denise ) : Methodist Girls' School.

Where does # 6 live ? ( Anna ) : Hougang.

What's your favourite thing about #5 ? ( James ) : Uh uh uh, he's sillyness ? And makes it a point to ask me about how my week went.

Have you seen #2 naked ? ( Choey ) : OMG, WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOUR MIND MANXZXZ.

The 5 lucky people who got picked are :

Choey, Becky, Anna, Candice & Sok Sok.

Sweetheart

2006-09-01T18:52:00.000+08:00

Forever & ever babe.

Barely breathing

A very satisfied Candice

Miss you, wanna kiss you

Before

After

Candice, cooking

Kissy wissy :D

Bitch & I

Candice Ho Ming Zhen left today for her diving trip and will only be back on Wednesdy ): It has only been 1 day since I last saw my favourites in school & I'm missing them already, terribly. At least I still get to see Glynnis tomorrow ! Oh Dory, please cheer up and think about balloons :D

Teachers's day celebration was not bad. 4A3 & A2's performance was one of the best. Aces day work out was like :D Haha, I was standing with Candice and she was really dancing her heart out and she said ' I am going to learn the moves well and dance like that for KRUNK ' She's so retarded. Candice brought a pan that she used to fried her eggs and she was putting it infront of her face, so Julia happily went to hit the pan, and guess what, Candice's nose got hit. And both of them were fighting with Chopsticks. After celebration we were suppose to head back to Primary school, but then it was raining and we were too lazy so we all decided to go to Candice's house instead. She cooked Maggie Mee for us :) So we ate and watched She's The Man, it was a really good show and Channing Tatum is damn effing hot. But that Justin guy is better looking. After the movie, went up to talk and as usual, Anna & Candice were fighting. Dory called, entertain her for abit, then went back to more bonding with the 3.

I left around 435pm to meet Mum at Kovan and then headed down to Apple @ Wheelock because she wanted to Nano for a gift so she made me go down with her to have a look. Had dinner at Crystal Jade, followed by NYDC for my cheesecake. I swear, I'm going to grow fat this holiday. I had a really good time yesterday, spending time with the 3 of them simply made my day. Mwahhhh

How does it feel like to fall in love ? Do you graze your heart, do you graze your knee ?

Chin up, chin up

2006-08-30T16:38:00.000+08:00

7 things you should know about:

Becky

1. She's the man :D

2. My friend since 5.

3. My bestest bestfriend.

4. She's always here for me, anywhere, anytime.

5. Very very, extremely strange.

6. You must know, that I love her oh so very much <3

7. I wouldn't give her away for the world.

Choey

1. If you think you're weird/strange/mentally challenged, wait till you meet Choey :D

2. She has like 5 moles on her face.

3. I can't believe she's the captain of her Squash team :/

4. My favourite twinnn

5. I'm very thankful to God, for giving me such a friend.

6. Choey can uh, sing.

7. She never fails to ask about my week and her ability to stay so strong <3

Denise

1. Denise is the coolest Aunty you will ever find.

2. She always listens, and despite her busy schedule, she will always listen.

3. The way she keeps her promises, when she says she'll be here, she will.

4. She can be really stupid sometimes ( the lift incident :D )

5. When you see an A math tys, you can be sure to find Denise.

6. I remember how I met you, I added you on Friendster, and I thought you were the wrong Denise and thought you're called Rachel or something. Haha :D

7. A motherly figure. ( I know why you gave up your sleeping bag during camp )

Annabellaa

1. I only got to know her this year.

2. Her ability to make me feel loved, and her caring nature.

3. I first met you in Primary school, during the E5 cluster camp :)

4. She loves to dance ballet in class. ( Even though she knows she can't )

5. A good listener, someone who I know I can trust.

6. Something I wanted to ask you, how can you manage to stay so strong, despite so many complications around.

7. I love you like candy babyyyyyy <3

Candice

1. Candice Ho Ming Zhen is a very cute friend.

2. She feels that she can sing better than Joakim Gomez.

3. Her trademark songs are ' My Island Home ', ' I don't wanna miss a thing ', 'The Hardest Thing ' & ' Jimmy Gets High '.

4. When she's 17, she will definitely, go join Singapore Idol.

5. Every single day, she never fails to make me smile, laugh.

6. Her ability to cheer people up, and make me forget all the pain I've been going through.

7. And she's an aspiring Aunty :D ( Aunty ah Aunty ! )

Sok Yi

1. I sit with her in class, and I swear, you'll die if you sit with her.

2. She always gives you that look in the morning, not sure if she's pissed.

3. ' Huh ? '

4. She's 8 cm taller than me.

5. Making me feel better by telling me to throw _____ in the dustbin :D

6. Her ability to stay that strong, and that she's not affected by anything.

7. I think you'll look very pretty in contacts & long hair :)

Doralynn

1. When she speaks in her Ms Swan accent, you just want to punch her.

2. Her favourite past time in school is sleeping.

3. The only time you see her alive and kicking is during Pe & recess.

4. Every day during recess, you never fail to see her eat Lo Mai Kai.

5. She's an emo baby.

6. When she tells me she's here to listen if I need anything, I know for sure I can count on it.

7. And I will love you in the morning, afternoon, night, anytime. Forever & ever babe <3

~~DoubleOSeven~~

1. I can't deny that you were the best thing that happened.

2. And I think you should dye your hair hot pink, you will look cool :D

3. Stop apologising, because it doesn't solve anything.

4. If I could turn back time, things wouldn't turn out this way.

5. Your ability to make me feel happy when ever I see you even though.

6. Stand up boy, I shine so bright when you're around.

7. Did you know I miss you ? I miss you.

Chemistry

2006-08-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

Chemistry, you want to know what's chemistry ?

It's something that you & I do not have, never ever.

Sometimes I wonder why did all this happen, I thought you said it was all worth it, in the end, look what's happened to both of us. It's something that we can't fix, it's something that can never change no matter how hard we both try to act like there's nothing wrong in our lives, like nothing's missing, and act as if it doesn't hurt anymore.

To you, it was some kind of joke, a hit & run accident.

I guess now seeing each other kills.

Even though we try hard to smile or wave when we walk by,

it's so hard to smile when deep down, your eyes are brimming with tears

Better with you

2006-08-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

Bestfriend: You have definitely been the bestest, bestfriend I can ever have. We've known each other since forever, when we were only 4 or 5 which makes you, my childhood friend. I know people are telling me that that it is harder to have a bestfriend in another school because you don't know if she's talking bad about you and you don't get to see each other everyday. But they don't know the depth of our friendship, it's something that nobody can ever replace. I know it's quite hard for us both since we don't go to the same school, but somehow we still make a point to catch up with each other and get in touch with each other's life. I really thank you so much for being here for me, always. When I was feeling so down and upset the past month, you've always been here to listen and helping me along that period of time. I really thank God for you, for giving me such a special friend I can count on and lean on in times of need. Because I know when you say that you'll be here for me, I know I can count on it, because you have never let me down before, never. And no matter what other people say about us, they do not know anything because only we ourselves know how deep our friendship is. And when I say I'll stand by you, I really mean it and it's something you can really count on. I love you Bestfriend

Twin: I've only got to know you better this year and we've both grown closer. Thank you so much for being here for me, just asking and checking up on me every week to make sure that I'm okay and that things are still the same for me. And for listening when I was so confused and tired. And for sharing my joy :D For the support you gave for me when I was so afraid during March Camp because it was my first time leading worship and you know how freaked out I was. I know you felt bad that you couldn't be there with us because you had your match on but when I got your message, and it made me feel better because I know that it's for God and not for anyone else. It made me feel better and thank you for all your ah lian jokes during camp and also for the late night shopping and the stayover at Becky's which we got so scared during the Stalker episode. And I really treasure this friendship we have and I love you babehxzxz !

Denise: MY FAVOURITE AUNTY OF ALL TIME. Dee, even though you're an Aunty, you're a real cool one, serious. I really thank you so much, so much for your support this past month because without you, I would have really lost my cool and would have just not move on with my life. You are always the first one to tell me everything's going to be alright and you're always telling me that I can count on you, that you'll always be here for me. And I know that I can count on that because you have never failed to listen. When I text you, you will always try your best to reply and to help me even though you're in the midst of your prelims. I really thank God for putting such a sweet friend in my life, because I think without you I would still be hanging there, not knowing what to do. All the sweet little notes, and our birthday lunch which I enjoyed and the stayover after the concert, I really really had a blast. How can I forget the list that you made ? Haha, it was simply the best. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'll be here for you, I promise, I love you Dee !

Double O Seven: I thank you for all the times we had together and it was really the best time or my life and I won't deny the fact that you were the best thing that happened to me this year. Thank you for giving the time of my life and for building me up, and watching me fall.

And for Cherlene, Dory, Anna, Candice, Sok, Glynnis, Angela, thank you so much all of you for listening, caring and just making me feel better when ever I'm with you all, I know that I have all of you to count on, and I'll be here too, this I promise too. Because I'll still love you in the morning, night, whenever & where ever, forever & ever babe. I'll never give anyone of you all away, not even for the world.

Too little, too late

2006-08-18T20:16:00.000+08:00

We built it up, but just to watch it fall.

It's as if we meant nothing at all.

I'm switching between Xanga & Blogspot.

To the recess group, I wouldn't give you all up for the world.

Move on

2006-08-06T13:12:00.000+08:00

Please relink to http://xanga.com/heartswap.

I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever

On Fire

2006-07-30T13:48:00.000+08:00

Cause everything inside looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I’ll take

To tell you the truth 45979734007 it's so hard for me maybe not as hard for you but love, you know sometimes it takes more than this for you to actually see who's hurting in the end. You know that sorry can't change anything, it won't fix anything than why are you still apologising for something you can't fix, something you can't change ? Proud, maybe I'm just not good enough or maybe, I was never good enough.

What's left of me

2006-07-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

Afterall, you're my wonderwall

He shook her hard " Girl, you gotta move on. " She pushed him away. She walked away. When she looked back, he was already gone.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

If you'd know how to save a life, things wouldn't have turned out this way

Breaking free

2006-07-27T16:32:00.000+08:00

The stupid moron wanted her picture up. Love you la Dory

I miss you Poks

Cheryl Lee

I miss those times in UK

Our love, Beckham David

Anna & Faith :)

When she found out that he's leaving, she shouted " Don't leave, please don't go " But he didn't turn around. She wondered if she said those words aloud or was she just saying them in her mind.

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me

Eyelash Wishes

2006-07-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

Sunday was a wonderful day :) We were late for worship because Annabella was late, but never mind, at least she came and I'm grateful for that. I bought her chicken and milo special after class and I was playing with her tamagotchi, so we headed to town for buying of pretty stuff and heart to heart talks about NI HAO MA. I cut my hair, my long hair / ponytail is gone. So much for the 2 months of keeping my hair this long. Now it's back to my good old hairband days and I really hate it, please God, let my hair grow longer FAST. We really caught up and everything, I love you bitchhhhhhhh !

School's been great so far. Preperations for SOP are more or less made, and we all can memorize or scores for both songs and lesson was spent on polishing the harps with nail polish for the levers, well we practiced too. Tomorrow there's stupid violin omgggggg :/ Classes tomorrow are alright, Bio double period & Math, killer. But with Glynnis as my lab partner it'll be fine ! She's so sweet, she offered to go for replacement tuition with me next Wednesday she said ' One for all, all for one ' Aww, I love you Bob :D I AM REALLY SAD THAT I CUT MY HAIR, NOW IT'S SHORT AND I HAVE TO WEAR HAIRBAND OH MY SON.

To the boy who got into my head with all the pretty things he did,

did you know I missed you ?

I really do.

Straightjacket feeling

2006-07-22T16:18:00.000+08:00

Sentosa, June camp

Haha, horlicks ;)

I love you, you, you & you

I love you Candice & Anna, Yor Yor :D

You say hello, inside I'm screaming ' I love you '

Let you go

2006-07-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

This whole week of school has no doubt bring so much cheers to me thanks so much to Candice, Angela, Anna, Sok Yi, Glynnis & Dory. It really made me forget about everything that has been going on for the past few weeks, it took away all my pain. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I look forward to another week of school :)

Chemistry was really fun. Mrs Chew is like super cute even though she's like how old already. I can't believe I'm so smart I spilled Copper Sulphate solution on my chemistry workbook and now the pages are like BLUE omg, and I threw my whole foolscap away when I only bought it last week. Recess we decided to eat Fishball noodles with Candice :) Geog was so fun, it was Mr Tee's last lesson ! But, our group won the quiz and we had Oreo and gummies :D Sok try to act smart, she went to throw the gummy up into the fan and than, it got stuck on the fan, brilliant. Sometimes I can't believe I have a friend like her, but I still love her ! Haha, math quiz was okay. Cca was fine too, thank you Joyce for walking out with me and Ms Ferng caught me for lifting up my skirt when I was walking out and she was in the bus back to school and she asked them for my name & class. Oh Gawd, I'm so dead on Monday.

On a lighter note, Anna's coming to church on Sunday with me & we'll be going out for lunchhhh :) And I'll get to see the rest too, I really miss them so much. And I'll be seeing HELLO NI HAO MA :D

She held him close & said ' Never would I want to lose you '

Wonderwall

2006-07-20T17:37:00.000+08:00

School was the best today admist all the test and Sok Yi & Angela being absent. Poa was really good, I sat with Anna and we talked about our next date after common test to shop for our pretty things and we decided not to start the save the money menu today because there's chicken rice today, so maybe tomorrow :) Free period we were sitting around, talking. Pe was fun, played volleyball and our hads are very pain now yes thank you. Chemistry Mrs Chew never come, free period again, read Urban and I Henry is really really cute and Figo is kinda hot :D

Candice Ho Ming Zhen has no table manners. The way she eats the chicken is so disgustingly gross, she just shoves the whole drumstick in the mouth and throws it on her plate when she's done. I gave her my chicken in the end because she said I waste the chicken. Anna left for health check up so we played lao ying zuo xiao ji today again. And something amusing happened between Candice & Dory :D English compo was so screwed la, I think I'm going to pass it, but maybe on the dot. Math remedial ended SUPER early today, only 15mins, best.

Headed down to Macs with Anna baby. Caught up and had heart to heart talk. I was really happy to spend time with her :) It made my day today la. She said she may come with me to church on Sunday, yay yay ! Really talked things out with Anna, about everything that has been happening this whole month. Really thank God for her & Dory. ANNABELLA IF YOU ARE READING THIS, I JUST WANNA LET YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU A LOT :)

So deep, that it didn't even bleed

Perfect

2006-07-19T15:16:00.000+08:00

Candice Ho never fails to make me laugh everyday in school, she's our entertainment throughout the whole day :D Today she walked away from us because we didn't want to play lao ying zuo xiao ji with her when she got back, we all decided to leave her there. Anna & I are going to eat Fishball noodles everyday so we can save money to buy our pretty things after this Saturday's shopping. I'm going out with Anna on Saturday :) But I have some Violin mock exam thing at night, G's not going on that day, if not we could catch up but he's agreed to let me go first the next lesson. Yay :)

Math test is on Friday instead which gives me more time to practice. It's going to be Friday soon and I think I'm buying dinner and head down for cell early to catch up with Denise since we haven't had any heart to heart talk for such a long time. BESTFRIEND, IF YOU ARE READING THIS, YOU OWE ME AN EMAIL :D

PS: I still love you

Try too hard

2006-07-17T17:17:00.000+08:00

School really takes all the pain away. Spending time with friends whom you truely treasure and love makes your day, at least it makes mine. So Anna & I are Candice's pimps :D Recess was great, we played lao ying zuo xiao ji and we went crazy because we were all laughing and dizzy because Candice kept running in circles and she fell down over Dory's leg, good job. I was all sweaty and smelly after that, I must bring my deoderant to school to spray. Not that I don't smell nice, but it will make me smell nicer.

Math lessons Dory was being stupid. Candice was trying her best to make me understand Variations, Sok too. Ms Kang is a really nice teacher, time pass so fast in her class like so fast 2 periods up :) After school today left for lunch with Abby, Wynn, Jessica, Gwynna, Christabel and Charis Pek. I caught up with Gwynna today, not a lot because she had to leave for her workshop back in school. Cab back home with Wynn :)

Oh and Sunday nights are like take up because I have to go for extra violin lessons. And Kari is really funny, she laughs when she plays the violin and Mr Ng is always picking on her :D I caught up with Gerard too and I guess he's a big help this whole week. Dory, Bestfriend, Choey & Denise. You all have been such a great help this whole time, thank you so much. Especially Dory & Bestfriend, you 2 were simply the best :)

It's killing me, it's killing you
both of us trying to be strong.

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And you said move on,
I am.
Maybe it takes more than this for you to see how much you've taken away.

One chance

2006-07-15T18:55:00.000+08:00

Sorry, what does it actually mean ?

You said sorry, thinking that it will change everything, but it won't.

You think just by saying sorry, you can fix everything.

Just by saying sorry, you can take the hurt away.

But it can't.

You think the word sorry, can save the world, fix everything.

But no, it won't.

Because sorry, can't even save us.

Incognito

2006-07-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

Change is class sitting arrangement. I'm now sitting next to Dory & Sok Yi :) Yay, how exciting. Haha, really, both of them keep sleeping. Even at the second row, they also can sleep, wonderful.

I'm really tired today and I have a POA test to study for now, okay. I'm going to study now and sleep because I need to prepare myself for tomorrow.

Maybe I wasn't cut out for this at all

You should know by now, I'm not that strong afterall

OH AND CANNAVARO IS SO FREAKING CUTE :D AND TORRES, KAKA, BALLACK. I geuss the fever is still on. Oh and Candice, I'll pay for your ticket on SATURDAY !

Air Dry

2006-07-09T13:23:00.000+08:00

GERMANY WON PORTUGAL 3-1
EAT THAT PRASH :D

I knew Germany will win, they are like SO much better than Portugal. Anyway, Bestfriend didn't come to church today, so met Choey & we were late for worship, as usual but we're like early for class :) Sean taught today it was quieter without Becky around, it feels weird. Hung around for awhile with Choey, than after she left I joined Denise, Wei Lin & Suzs as they were studying. Headed down to town with Mom to get Anna's present.

Can you tell me, what does Love mean ?
1. Unconditional, agape love ?
2. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person
3. Tired, or is it simply a fragment of our imagination
I'll take 3.

Midnight Highway

2006-07-07T14:24:00.000+08:00

I shall not be so emo anymore.

School today was really something. In the morning after assembly it was Social Studies and Eileen was being stupid, talking rubbish. Than it was 2 periods of Chemistry, Mrs Chew was teaching about covalent bonds & I wasn't listening because I was helping Eileen do her compre summary. Recess was the ultimate, Sok brough a packet of Praw crackers to eat because she wants to save money for the July & August babies. She got sick of it than she pour all the crackers on Candice's plate, and Candice went hysterical, really amusing to watch her facial expressions :D Geog, Dory was being such a pest, she kept using the newspaper ball to hit me. It was a much better lesson compared to Mrs Wong's because at least Mr Tee used POWERPOINT. Mrs Wong never uses that, it's always whiteboard or OHP, old fashion right ? I know. Oh before I forget, Eileen was laughing at her own jokes during the whole Geog lesson. School ended at 12 today and I stayed back for awhile to help them for the Cip thing, but I ended up playing with Anna's tamagochi :) I DON'T MIND A TAMAGOCHI FOR CHRISTMAS. I think by that time, it'll be extinct. Yes, whatever. Cell later at Hannah's, something to look forward to after such a tiring and heartwrenching week.

France is going to win the world cup ! But I have a feeling Italy will win. BUT I AM SUPPORTING FRANCE ! GO FRANCE :)

The hardest part of holding on, is letting it go
Baby, I don't know how much longer I can hold on.

Losing you

2006-07-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

Sorry, sometimes they really take a toll on me.
So I guess you told me to hold on, and I'm hanging there, not sure about everything.
I don't know what to believe in anymore, or what not to believe.
Sometimes I look back at everything you said, I wonder if they were even true.
".. that's all anyone wants from anyone else,
not love itself but the knowledge that love is there "
I guess, it may be true but I don't know.

Dory asked me this today " Would you rather him getting hurt, or you instead ? "
I paused, than replied " Well, I guess, me "
Dear 455986598007, I'm still hanging there.

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GO FRANCE ! ZIDANE YOU'RE MY FAVOURITE PLAYER THAT'S IN THE FINALS :) FRANCE IS GOING TO WIN THIS YEAR. EVEN THOUGH THAT GUY FROM ITALY IS SO EFFING HOT :D
On a lighter note, school was brilliant today. POA with Dory & Sok was like priceless and I laughed till my stomach ached. With Sok and her Britney Eng. Haha, than after recess spent time with clique and Candice didn't come ): She came for remedial though :) It was really fun la, I think school really makes me forget about all these problems that I have now. Sorry if I've been so emo. You have no idea what I'm going through, because you're not me.

To Denise, Choey, Cherlene & Dory, thank you for being there when I needed someone, thank you so much <3

PS: That quote was taken from Bird's blog after Dory told me today in school.

Gone

2006-07-03T16:54:00.000+08:00

And just like that, it almost feels like it never happened.
I guess that whatever you said, wasn't true, so much for everything.
So now we don't even talk, nothing just like that, everything we had's gone.
Gone, I guess, it's gone.
Tell me, what went wrong ? Was it me ? Or was it just you ? It's me, I know.
Or simply just the fact that both of us can't piece the word together ?

And to Doralynn Tan, thank you really so much for everything you have done these past 2 days, listening, caring and simply just being here when I need someone. Love you Emo Hair

Grab a map to see how close we really are
& pretend that I feel blessed but I know that I am not because you're leaving
Underneath the shade of this tree
Pease look me in the eyes and tell me you love me
Bcause I need to hear that lie

Wildflower

2006-06-29T17:35:00.000+08:00

I haven't been online for almost 3 days. A lot of things has happened and yes thank you Dory :) And Sok Yi made this really cool joke during Geog she wants to go to India and free the birds :D Haha, watch the Visa ad and you will know what I'm talking about.

Music marathon starts today, I'm too lazy to go down for the opening ceremony besides, tomorrow we're singing so no point going back there so many times. Friday tomorrow, it can't get any better seriously. Thanks to all of them today, my fetish for boyband songs have come back, I'm like trying to import Westlife & Backstreet songs into my Ipod so I can listen. And thanks to Eileen & Candice, I've grown to like Jian Dan Ai even though I know it's such a old song but I don't listen to chinese songs !

4567834007: I think it takes more than all of this for you to see.

What would you do, if I saw you in heaven ?

Vertigo

2006-06-26T20:24:00.000+08:00

Hello TORRES Fernando you hottie :)

School was really really a free day today, so slack that we ended up not knowing what to do. Even though we were given time to practice for Music Marathon, we didn't make use of it at all. I went back to school really happy to see Drusilla, Sok, Anna, Candice, Glynnis, Dory, Eileen. I haven't seen them for like a month, literally. Some things happened in school that leaves me shocked / tramatized / lost for words, state.

Caught up with Dory today about everything that's been going on & Sok too, like sitting around and talking rubbish :D So everything was alright, had Cca till 7 and it's going to be like that from Monday - Wed and from Thurs - Fri is like till 3pm. Omg, I have no life at all this whole freaking week okay. It's more and more marathon practice, what is this la ! And I'm suppose to go watch Just My Luck with Anna, Sok, Candice, Angela & Glynnis. I guess I have to meet them later or something.

Denise, I knew you could survive the court thing today :) Finally you're cool, but still an Aunty I suppose, haw haw. So tomorrow no Math ( !!! ) and Wed it's only 1 period of Math plus it's after chapel which makes it better because knowing us, we'll be late and all. Oh and I miss 456789458007 ):
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I need you here tonight, just like the ocean needs the wave

All for love

2006-06-25T14:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night's suprise party for Choey went quite well. We all were down at the pool side at around 8 plus than we went up to her house around 820 or so to suprise her with the cake. She was really suprise to see us there :) So Choey had to pick out the candles with her mouth and her face got pushed into the cake 3 times. First by Becky, Denise & Jon. Haha, Jon made her whole face white and than the chasing begin. Later when Denise was sweeping the cake bits from the corridor, some neighbour from 4th floor came down and scolded us for making a huge mess upstairs so we all had to go clear it up. Besides, the house that got dirtied wasn't even his.

Later we all headed down to the pool and started dunking everyone in. Soon everyone was in the pool except for Sloke because he just has some operation on his finger. We were all sitting around the jacuzzi than Choey went up to get a tennis ball and we were all playing monkey. Prash was the monkey for almost the whole game :D And he's always blocking Tien & Becky, super retarded. Than we all stopped at 10, went to Choey's house to change than waited for Mum to pick me from her house.

Today we were late for worship thanks to Choey who overslept. Teri led worship today along with the other Sec 4s. Headed for class, Zaneta taught and Hannah bought Peanut Butter kisses for us from LA and we ate A LOT. Class ended early today so we went to the canteen for our usual chicken and started studying. I was doing my last minute Bio work and I haven't completed it yet, I still have 10 over pages to go, I am so dead. I mean seriously, can't they just give us 1 more week to get our work done, or at least one more day ? Choey left than Becky and I continued studying. James, Huiling & Edward helped me with my Bio and I only got Cells done. And James was being such an idiot, throwing all the chocolate wrappers at me. Huiling almost died teaching me because she ask me to draw the mesophyll cell and I ended up tracing it :D

I'm going to sleep for awhile, wake up continue doing my Bio than watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL ! Zac Efron = Love

2006-06-24T17:03:00.000+08:00

INAMOTO Junichi :)

ROBINHO, NAKATA Hidetoshi

TAMADA Keiji, NAKATA Hidetoshi

KAWAGUCHI Yoshikatsu

INAMOTO Junichi, KAKA

Fix you

2006-06-24T14:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUTH CHOE WEI, TWIN :)

Chinese tuition in the morning followed by Math shortly after. Math was fun because Ray was teaching us how to play our time to study after he found out from Melissa & I that we are now rushing for holiday work, last minute. Today's class was pretty small, 3 of us only.

Yesterday was pretty much a self fulfilling day. I had practice in the morning till 3 and pratice was so much better than Thursday because we finally got most of our songs right, just needs a little more polishing and we'll be good to play on Thursday :) So than came home with a pretty bad gastric that cost me to break out into cold sweat. Than ate a little, bathed than rushed to town to meet Prash & Becky to shop for present. In the Mrt, gastric my old friend came back and I was breaking into cold sweat once more. Met them at Scotts to eat so my stomach didn't hurt that bad anymore. Walked over to Pacific Plaza to get the presents than after his haircut James came to meet us. Later Prash bought his $100 shirts than we went back to Barker. Since we were so early, we went to Caltex to talk & fool around till around 740 than we headed back to Barker for cell.

Cell was good, Clare did a really good job on prayer & learning to be quiet before God, listening to His voice. So after cell walked out with Denise than it was really cold so she made me go in with her to the lift since it was warm. And being a moron, she didn't want to press the lift. And she went,

Denise: Why this lift never move ?

Faith: Uh, because you never press the button ?

Denise: Haha, but I thought they have those sensor things than when someone comes in, than the lift will move !

Faith: Than what do you think the buttons are for ?

Denise: I mean could have the censor right !

OMG DENISE AH DENISE. YOU'RE SUCH A MORON :D

Cherlene, I know Kaka's married. Oh and I miss you baby ):

Choey, really sorry about today. Really sorry babe

Brazil vs Japan

2006-06-22T18:30:00.000+08:00

Is Kaka hot or what ? ♥

Tonight tonight, I'm most likely going to watch the match with my Uncle ! Haha, Brazil is playing, that's why :) I'm hoping to catch the Italy match too. Besides, I'm still rooting for Germany, England, Brazil, Portugal, Spain & Mexico !

I'm due for a miracle

Bittersweet

2006-06-20T17:34:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry.
I ruined everything we had, everything we have.
I'm sorry that I have to put you through all this shit
I'm sorry that you're tired of it.
I'm sorry for everything that I've done or said.
I'm really sorry.

Love,
Faith

Bright eyes

2006-06-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

Hello Kaka, you're my new hearthrobe :)

Anyway, today was quite a unproductive day again. I woke up at 10, watched TV till 130 than went out for lunch at Sushi Tei. Got home, slept some more. Brilliant. Oh and I saw Anna today :) I was so happy to finally see her again. Denise, I know you can get through tomorrow you are a strong Aunty ! Haha, I'll pray real hard for you dearest ♥

Oh and Denise is seriously a really caring Aunty man. Haha, now I know why she sacrificed her own sleeping bag (; Denise ah Denise. Anyway, Candice Ho missies me ! Hahaha, okay, I shall get back to talking to Denise and amuse myself.

But tonight, I won't tell anyone

Rock show

2006-06-18T11:58:00.000+08:00

This pretty much sums it all up

Friday

I was suppose to meet Becky earlier so we could go for dinner & catch up together. Than she had to go buy an IMac and some other emergency started and than our meeting was pushed back till 745pm and we were late for cell worship or rather, we missed the whole worship. Cell was quite good, learning to be quiet before God & hearing His voice. So later Denise, Eunice, Becky & I walked to Caltex with the rest and we ate hip hop jelly :D Eunice left first because she wanted to ask her Mum if she could stay over with us for camp. So Becky, Denise & I hang around with the rest at Caltex and we were really noisy but oh well, it's only once a week ! Denise went home than Bestfriend & I walked back to church, caught up with each other & really talk about things. At around 11 plus, we had a talk with Zaneta and we were laughing really hard, seriously. After that, Zaneta decided to go sleep than Bestfriend & I sat outside the corridoor with Albert, Prash, Damien, James & Shem. It was really stupid because Prash kept asking me to do that lightstick trick to everyone.

Saturday

We woke up at around 730 and the water was so cold that I hurried while bathing. Than it was suppose to be QT till 9 plus than it's worship and theme talk. It was really good the theme talk, like about different ways God speaks to each one of us. Off to Sentosa and Eunice was talking about tanning herself and we were all like ' Uh, no difference can ' Hahaha :D Than we had lunch and Bernice, Eunice, Zaneta, Bestfriend & I were suppose to go to Underwater World but it was such a long & far walk that we decided not to go. So we walked up and down the beach. To Bernice's horror, she saw some fat dude doing his Lifeguard selection and she stood there laughing so hard because it looked like Baywatch gone wrong. Oh, we buried Zaneta than the Sec 4s were playing frisbee and soccer. Eunice kicked Prash's ball into the sea and he was pulling her hair so that she will go and help him get it back. He got so scared that it will happen again, he decided to deflate the ball. While the rest went ' dolphin riding ', we were slacking on the beach. Bernice, Becky & I were sitting on the towels trying to suntan and doing nothing, nothing at all. Than they all went to play soccer except us, so we didn't do anything that day. So we left Bernice alone with Damien & co while Bestfriend & I took a walk along the beach, talking about everything :) We had pizza for dinner than we went to the other side for worship and the last theme talk. I'm freaked out by the bridge. After I got off the bridge, I felt dizzy & floaty thanks to James Fu who couldn't walk normally and thus shaking the bridge. Worship was super cool & theme talk too. DENISE ! Please don't worry so much, we will go down with you if it'll make you feel better.

I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW. Last night we watched Left Behind till 230 and than they all slept at around 330 while Denise, Eunice, Becky & I slept around 4 plus. The conference room was so cold that I decided to come out and take a walk and Suzs, James & I were reading what the Kindy children wrote & laughing :D Quite mean I know. But camp was really good, really / no doubt / definitely / fantastically / wonderful. NO CCA TOMORROW ! WHOO !

Dear Jamie

2006-06-16T16:18:00.000+08:00

Dear ______,

This envelope have the resent my heart, I'll seal it, send it off and wish it luck with its depart. This stamp will be every action and carry my affection. Across the air and land easy.

Should I trust the poster's due? To deliver my heart to you?

Everything I've tried my best to think of something to contest, with inside jokes and all the folks could have much more to say.

Give it up I can, flower and a hand. I hope this helps you see

Signed,

Sincerely me.

I wish you love

2006-06-15T16:39:00.000+08:00

Camp tomorrow :) Oh and Choey left today but she'll be back on Sunday ! Anyway, Shane Ward's - No Promises is being replayed over and over again. Yes, this week is the last week for me to play and next week I must promise myself to study and practice for music marathon & to go for cca ! Besides, school's starting soon which means :/ ): you get the picture.

You take the smiles and I'll take the tears

Remedy

2006-06-14T15:11:00.000+08:00

Camp this Friday ! I'll miss you Choey & take the risk, go for it :D ( You know what I'm talk about la ) So anyway, Friday I'm going to see all of them again except for Choey that mole thing. Hahaha. Brazil won yesterday's match ! Yay, go Brazil 1-0 according to James Fu. Oh and Denise, please don't fret about Friday okay, I'm sure everything will be okay :) Love you babe.

And I knew better when you said forever

Move Along

2006-06-13T15:12:00.000+08:00

So You Think You Can Dance ended last night and Nick won much to my dismay as I really thought that Artem or Blake would have won hands down. But Nick's not that bad. Artem is hot with a capital H :D Haha, anyway my bestfriend is away at Prefect's camp so I won't see her till Friday where there's Cell and camp. Oh yes, UK pictures uploaded :) Sometimes you really wish you could turn back time.

BECKY, CHOEY, DENISE & EUNICE, I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH ! And Choey, I haven't seen you for almost a month, including this week ):

Cause maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me

{ Edit }

I just got home from town after dinner. And I saw quite a number of people I recognised in town. Firstly at Wisma, I saw Ms Ting at Topshop but she didn't see me la, she just happened to brush pass me. Than when I was going down the escalator, I saw Kelly Poon with some guy and she's actually kinda pretty and her hair's nice :) Than we walked past Coffee Bean outside Paragon and I saw Timonthy, the instructor who saved Clara Ying and I think he's such a hero :D Anyway, I told Joey about my sightings and she wasn't the least bit happy, stupid girl. Talking to Kwan has been amusing and she's so cute la she. She thinks her hair looks like chapteh and a chicken backside than mine look like mop ah like that. Haha, she's such a silly billy but I love her ER LOT, plenty, really <3

What's Left Of Me

2006-06-12T09:20:00.000+08:00

They ran off with my camera.

Secret Soldiers

Cute guy from Pizza Express :D

Crazy bus rides

Bridge
Guard changing procession outside Buckingham Palace

London Eye

Stone Henge ( ? )

Roman Bath

Rose Garden at Warwick

Pink House

Shakespeare-ian houses

Cambridge

Well, we never said we were neat !
At York

Bus ride to York

Lake District

Rydal Mount

Afternoon snack at the pier

I'm back from England and of course, I had a wonderful time there. Even though it's mostly about Lit, we had fun & shopping. Most of our time was spend in the bus, traveling to places and quite a lot of people felt sick after that. I of course sat with Denise with whom I went crazy with in the bus, doing all sorts of retarded things. London was no doubt the best. Shopping was really good at Covent Garden and Lion King was the best of all.

This trip has really been a good one. You get to make new friends, learn about cooperation and learn to tolerate each other's feelings/emotions/moodswings. And of course, brings you closer to your friends. Oh and for entertainment purposes, I sat with Joyce, Denise & Shu Yun on the plane. Joyce was being lame and stupid like her usual self. Shu Yun ah, her shirt is so short that it's like from the Kid's section :D And we were making a lot of noise, throwing pillows around. And when we got back to Singapore, I saw Anna at the airport.

Okay, that's only a small part of the 319 pictures I took in total. I'll upload all of them some other day because I'm so tired now that I am going back to sleep since I only slept around 6 hours in England.

Sinking into sweet uncertainty

Rocket Ride

2006-06-02T15:18:00.000+08:00

I AM LEAVING FOR UK TODAY AND WILL ONLY BE BACK ON THE 11TH OF JUNE ):

But please do continue to tag my haloscan, xie xie ni :) I went to J8 in the morning with my Mum to get last minute snacks for the trip and I bought my Zoo Land biscuits to bring along for my trip which I am going to share my food with Cheryl. And Denise Chia is the ultimate, she's bringing 8 cup noodles, omgggggggg. Anyway, Emo Hair may be coming to send me off :) I'll miss her a lot.

Oh well, so see you all in 10 days time, I'll miss you TERENCE TAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D Oh and I'll miss my favourite girls ( Denise, Becky, Choey & Eunice ) and not forgetting 4394738978 :) Yes, I know.

Then looking upwards I strain my eyes and try
To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

"do they collide?" I ask and you smile.
With my feet on the dash
The world doesn't matter.

When you feel embarrassed then I'll be your pride
When you need directions then I'll be the guide
For all time. For all time.

Hearthrobe

2006-06-01T19:48:00.000+08:00

Terence Tay from Living With Lydia stole my heart the day I saw him at the auditions :)

Finally, tomorrow I'm leaving for UK :) Well, I'll miss a lot of people for sure and Candice Ho just told me to follow the group and not get lost. Haha, how thoughtful of her. So I went out with Pokky today and I had a great time, I enjoyed myself.

Met her at the bus stop than headed down to Lido to buy tickets for X - Men 3 which was a good show even though it was more of a guy show but it's worth watching ! Than we caught up, talked and gossiped too :D She bought me this really pretty purse from Queen's Couture from Heeren for my very late birthday present than I bought the pokka dotted bangle and earrings from Topshop that I took very long deciding on and I'm going back when I get back to get the heart ones with Twin :) So we went to PS to eat Tako Pachi and she bought her strawberry chocolate. Than we came home, I really enjoyed myself today. I love you my Pokky babyyy :)

Oh yes, Happy 16th Johannes Hadi :)

Its okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no ones around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Playing Favourites

2006-05-31T12:13:00.000+08:00

Happy 16th Errol :)

3 more days than I'll be leaving for UK. Tomorrow I'm going shopping with Pokky our top piority is of course to cut hair & buy my retro hairbands. I was suppose to get them with Denise but than that day because of the time we couldn't get it, never mind ! Heading up to Uncle's house for a family dinner and I think it's going to be lots of tv watching & laughing :D

Sok Yi told me about the Math & Science funtasia yesterday & she was really happy that it ended. Besides, they got a free test-tube pouch ! Haha, Sok Yi was telling me how her junior didn't want it, I figured it's definitely something not worth having. I miss them so much, I wonder how am I going to survive this holiday without seeing them as much as I use to do. And I'll miss Doralynn Tan Qian Wen too ! She's the only one in school who knows a lot about 498754890 & she's really good to talk to about this kind of things plus she's always listening to me, being here for me, thank you Emo hair, take care love. Cherlene Ong will also be missed, a lot :)

This is the least that I can do

You know I'm bad at calling you

The best way I can extend the lonely words ' I miss you '

I'll say it but I'm sure you knew

You're what I look most forward to

Coming back to where I've been, I'll leave just as this

Jewel

2006-05-30T13:41:00.000+08:00

Lift me up just lift me up don't make a sound
And let me hold you up before you hit the ground
See all come you say your all right
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
You've gone away and will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted

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I decided to change my skin even though Kwan's one was still really nice, but for a change :) Props to Kim baby for making this for me, I'm such a failure when it comse to html. Anyway, I've been sick for the past 2 days that all I did at home was sleep, watch tv, computer and occasional phonecalls to & from :) which I really treasured.

During my recuperation at home, I managed to finish the whole Jewel In The Palace and I must admit that the guy is really handsome ! So just 3 more days till I leave Sunny Singapore and off to UK for my long awaited Lit trip with my fellow mates ! Cheryl & I will have a lovely time bonding since I'm going to stick with her for 8 days, haha :D So Twin dearest left today for KL but she'll still text me and both agreed for a stayover & baking session when she comes back ! Oh and Hannah Wong will be finally back soon <3

Becky, Choey, Denise, Eunice, Annabella, Cherlene, Dory, Sok Yi, Drusilla, Eileen, Caroline, Gerry, Kim Loo I'll miss the first 4 really bad ! My Fridays & Sundays are mostly spent with those 4 crazy & wild people. And not forgetting :), I'll definitely miss you

2006-05-29T10:57:00.000+08:00

Fill In Names:

01. Becky
02. Choey
03. Denise
04. Eunice
05. Annabella
06. Doralynn
07. Caroline
08. Hannah Wong
09. Sok Yi
10. Drusilla
11. Jon Woo
12. Cheryl Lee
13. Debbie
14. Teri
15. Jessica Yip
16. Wynn
17. Gwynna
18. James
19. Raymond
20. Huiling

Answer the questions

1. How has 1 affected your life ?
Bestfriend has no doubt been the bestest

2. Why is 20 in one the names ?
Because she's been gone for too long

3. Has 3 changed a lot over the years you know him / her ?
Yes, she's ever so sweet and I love her a lot :)

4. 3 words to describe 17
Whiney, irritating but I love her :D

5. What do you like about 7 ?
Caroline is my childhood friend, sweet, pretty and she has a weird laughter and she loves to bake things cause she's so free :)

6. How did you know 12 ?
Church

7. Do you trust 2 ?
I do trust Twin, a lot

8. How's working with 19 like ?
Haha, Raymond ? I'd rather not man :D

9. How close are you and 4 ?
Eunice Fu & I are like milk & milo :D

10. What has brought you & 18 together ?
I got to know him through Prash at Waffletown

11. Describe your life without 5
Without Anna, I will not have anyone to sit outside Math lessons with, no one to talk to, bitch about. Without Anna, my life would be really boring ):

12. In what way do you not like 6 ?
Doralynn is so irritatingggggg :D

13. Do you love 6 ?
Do I really have to answer this ? Yes la, I love Doralynn

14. What's 15's favourite ?
Hmm, being stupid I guess ? Hahaha

15. What do you like about 8 ?
She's always here for me, listening and for making our lives difficult but I miss her the most now ):

16. Give us words that comes to mind when 14 is mentioned
Pretty, Sings really well, a bird, a moron, smart, maybe just maybe intellectual :D

17. Give lines that comes to mind when 9 is mentioned
Sok Yi & I love to do stupid things together :)

18. What's 13's favourite ?
Her guitar

19. What was the first impression of 11 ?
A crazy retard that plays golf really well and is exceptionally dark

20. Is 10 straight ?
100% + CHOP :)

2006-05-28T11:13:00.000+08:00

A
Available: No
Age: 15
Annoyance: Hannah Wong :D I love you Hannah !

B
Best Friend: Becky, Choey, James
Band: The Click Five, Mae, Daphne Loves Derby
Birthday: 4th April

C
Crush: -
Country: Singapore
Cat: I hate cats

D
Dead Pet's Name: Fish ?
Dad's Name: Daddy
Dogs: I don't own any dogs

E
Easiest person to talk to: Becky, Hannah, Choey, Eunice, Denise, James, Anna, Drusilla, Eileen, Cherlene, Doralynn, Sok Yi, Glynnis, Abigial, En Mei
Eggs: Sunny sideup :)
Email: switchblades_@hotmail.com

F
Favorite color: Black, white, red, brown, grey and yellow
Food: A lot
Foreign Language: None ?

G
Gummy Bears or Worms: Bears
God: Is the best thing in my life
Good Times: Sec 1-3 camp :)

H
Hair Color: black
Height: 160cm
Happy: Why not ?

I
Ice Cream: Hazelnut
Instrument: Violin
Idol: I don't have one

J
Jewelry: Diamonds, you could be my bestfriend :D
Job: I wish I could quit being a student
Jokes: Funny ones

K
Kids: ?
Karate: What is that ?
Kung Fu: Everybody loves Kung Fu fighting :D

L
Love or lust: Love
Longest Car ride: Perth to Magaret River
Lipstick or Chapstick: Lip gloss

M
Milk Flavor: Choclate
Mother's Name: Mom
Movie Last Watched: Poseidon with Denise <3>N
Number of Siblings: None
Name of Siblings: -
Name: Faith Leong

O
One Wish: That I will stop failing next term
One Phobia: Clowns
Otter Pop: Hahaha, what ?

P
Parents, are they married or divorced: Married
Part of your appearance you like best: Ears :D
Part of your Personality you like best: I am mostly happy

Q
Quick or Slow?: Definitely quick
Queer or Straight?: I am like how queer
Queen or King?: Does it matter ?

R
Reason to smile: My favourite girls are back from Obs :)
Reality TV Show: America's Next Top Model, Project Runway, Survivor, Amazing Race, American Idol
Right or Left: Left

S
Song Last Heard: As If - Blaque
Series: Jewel In The Palace :D
Sex: Female

T
Time you woke up: 730am
Time Now: 1130am
Time for bed: 12 ?

U
Unknown: Unknown ?
Unicorns: Pretty creatures
U are: a loser

V
Vegetable you love: Almost all
Vegetable you hate: French beans
View on Politics: Cool

W
Worst Habit: Eat
What's up: Uk trip is in 6 days time
Wijadija: You definitely don't speak my language

X
X-Rays: They are so kewlxzxz
X-Rated: Hahaha, Eileen !

Y
You have something to say?: I won't see my 2 bestfriends for 3 weeks
Year it is now: 2006
Yellow: Dodsworth :D

Z
Zoo Animal: I am not really into animals
Zoolander: Is it some biscuit brand ?

2006-05-27T21:39:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's Sunday & the best thing is that Monday there is no school ! Well except that we have to go back to prepare for the Funtasia that we volunteered cause Mrs Chew looked so sad :D And my 2 favourite girls are back from Obs, like finally ! Oh and Choey misses me :)

So today it was my first time going for a Malay Wedding and it's quite cool comparing to the usual weddings I attend like dinner at night, sit around, talk and wait for the bride to come over to take a picture with you. But for a Malay wedding it's like so cool cause you can sing Karaoke & go up to the bride and request for your picture to be taken with her :D Ellsa looked really pretty today, it was a pity I didn't bring my camera along to snap a few pictures of the nice decoration, pretty bride & handsome groom.

It's just one more week till I leave for Uk. A part of me wants to go but some how a part of me wants to stay. 2 weeks is really a long time considering the fact that we'll be doing Lit for almost the whole journey, even though that is the purpose of the trip. But still ! Even though it's only the beginning of the holidays & just 4 days since I last saw my classmates, I somehow miss them knowing the fact that I will not be able to see them till school reopens. But thank God tomorrow's Sunday which means it's catching up / fooling around with my favourite girls in the canteen & in class :D And Choey & I will have our usual chicken after classes. So tell me, is this the reason that I love Sundays so much ? I think it is :)

How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
So I'll sing it in a song

2006-05-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

I just woke up, how brilliant can I get. School was really really slack today. Pe was good Sok, Dory, Ann na & I were in one group playing floorball, frisbee & basketball and we won all 3 ! Hahaha :) Recess was spent in class doing stupid things and preparing for auditions later in the day. Drusilla and I were dancing away in class cause it'll be our last time sitting together ): Eileen I will miss sitting with you a lot ! Eileen never fails to make me laugh :)

Auditions were pretty screwed for my group cause we didn't really sing as well as we practiced but Mrs Tng said that she could see the effort we put in. Charis's group did well and Candice Ho you're so cute ! Haha :D During practice, Drus & I wanted to drama infront but we thought better not, cause it'll be too embarrassing so we decided to scrap the idea away.

School's finally out for me and I'm really going to miss so many people in school, in class ):
Annabella
Sok Yi
Glynnis
Angela
Candice Ho
Doralynn
Cheryl
Janice
Drusilla
Eileen
Denise
Carol
School's really different with all of them around, it's because of all of their company I survived 2 terms of school and Anna, remember our promise :)

Lights, camera, action.
I think I’m going for it this time.
There’s something you should listen to.
Could I take you for a car ride?
This is the soundtrack for our movie.

2006-05-24T21:29:00.000+08:00

We'll get through I know this
I've seen it
A hundred times a thousand times
Just one more time
With you and I, I'll pull you close
And then we'll say goodbye

3 more days & counting till my favourite girls are back :)

2006-05-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

Tania:
Girls use their hearts, boys use their heads.

It really does make a lot of sense, doesn't it ? Denise please do cheer up love, we can runaway together ! Hahaha :D Tomorrow going out with the Funtasia people to buy things to decorate the MT room for the fair next Tuesday & collecting my specs tomorrow. Saturday is my Mum's friend's wedding so I have to attend and I can't go cut hair with Pokky omgggg ):

Because of you, I'm giving it all away

2006-05-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

It's a snap back to reality again this week. It was a reatively good day considering the fact I had Sok Yi, Candice & Anna to cheer me up. Oh and Dory cut her hair today, it was oh so funny :D During SS, we went to the Ava room to watch Futurama which is really funny. Oh and Eileen finally came back after 2 weeks of being abesnt from school !

My 2 favourite girls went on Obs and won't be back till Friday and I won't even see them till Sunday ): Caroline is such a retard la, she's exempted from Obs cause she's allergic to grass, what a reason man ! Hahaha. And I'm really really missing some people right now, like Denise, Eunice & Hannah Wong that dwarf and well, maybe you :)

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I'm hook onto the song ' This I Promise You ' by N'sync

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength, I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..
And I will take You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

2006-05-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

Sunday
- Denise & I took a bus to church and went to Caltex to grab food
- Auditorium was so hot that we all nearly died inside
- Lessons were good cause I learnt something cool when Ben was speaking
- I saw my favourite people today :)

Saturday
- Met Denise at Taka and headed down to Lido
- Watched Posidon at Ps in the end
- I found out so many things about Denise, she cried during Lilo & Stitch :D
- Mep concert was okay, I didn't fall asleep & so did Eunice !
- Choey wore heels and she can't walk properly
- Denise & I had late night phone calls, conferencing with people.
- And I totally died after we hung up.

How do you fall in love ? Do you graze your knee, graze your heart ?

2006-05-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday James Fu Yu Bin you moron :)

1. School was okay, Mrs Eng was telling me I should pay attention in class
2. Math was so scary cause Ms Kok went mad & started scolding us
3. I'm really glad to have Sok Yi as a friend, really :)
4. Doralynn was trying to act pretty by wearing a curve ruler as a hairband.
5. I saw Kwan in the Mrt on the way to town !

So these were the things that made me laugh omg :D
And have I mentioned it before ? I love Denise Tan Jun Yi, oh yes I do :)

2006-05-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

Take back everything you said, cause they were never meant to be said.
They were never meant to be said.

Love,
Faith

2006-05-15T19:30:00.000+08:00

Maybe to you I'm just a hit & run accident, or maybe to you I'm just nothing.
Cause I won't be your memory.

Weekends, please come faster I beg you.

2006-05-14T17:58:00.000+08:00

Lunch today at Expo was okay. Serivce was long so Choey, Becky & I went to the toilet, than decided not to go back into the hall cause it'll be super disruptive. We walked to City harvest and back talking and trying to get stuff out of Choey :D Than we played with Joel for awhile, he's so cute ! Our table was like the last one, right at the back, thank you very much man.

The food was okay but the guys ah, were the first ones to take the food and we were left with whatever they didn't want. The service dragged on for more than an hour cause the food was taking so long and the programmes were pushed back. We were suppose to go get Over The Hedge shirts but didn't in the end cause wasn't in the mood to and Choey couldn't make it. So came home instead and making Sok Yi's card.

Anyway, tomorrow is a start of a new week again, reality check everyone. I really hope this week passes fast and that Math lessons are going to be out of the class for me again cause I know that I failed the paper. Just let me pass Wednesday & Thursday than I'll really be happy and Saturday is the Mep concert & date with Denise <3

I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

2006-05-13T14:37:00.000+08:00

Tution was like shit la today. Heading down to town later to get materials for the presents.
Jonathan Woo is such a moron :D Bernice ah, Bernice.

bernicelovesyou says:
ask her whether she wants to see cute boys
bernicelovesyou says:
ahahhaa
bernicelovesyou says:
then u can show her mine
bernicelovesyou says:
ahahahahhaha
Fa i th. says:
Hahahaha, OMGGGG JONATHAN WOO
bernicelovesyou says:
wat
bernicelovesyou says:
ahahahha
Fa i th. says:
You are such a moron
bernicelovesyou says:
thx
bernicelovesyou says:
ahhaha
bernicelovesyou says:
but its true
bernicelovesyou says:
ahah
bernicelovesyou says:
dont deny it
bernicelovesyou says:
ahah
bernicelovesyou says:
im a small boy
bernicelovesyou says:
ahah
Fa i th. says:
That you are a moron ?
bernicelovesyou says:
no
bernicelovesyou says:
hhahahah
bernicelovesyou says:
idiot.
Fa i th. says:
Oh, an idiot ?
bernicelovesyou says:
no
bernicelovesyou says:
ahahah
bernicelovesyou says:
zzz
Fa i th. says:
xxxxx
Fa i th. says:
If I show her your picture later she'll faint. Hahahaha
bernicelovesyou says:
hhaha
bernicelovesyou says:
yea
bernicelovesyou says:
coz too cute alrd
bernicelovesyou says:
haha
bernicelovesyou says:
and i haf a gf
bernicelovesyou says:
ahah
bernicelovesyou says:
so shell be so sda shell faint
bernicelovesyou says:
haha
Fa i th. says:
I'm sure, I'm sure she'll faint.

2006-05-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

Cell was a blast today, Jac the Yatti :D Well, all of us miss Hannah Wong really bad so Hannah, please come back now ): I laughed so much during cell with Choey that I could have just died and toilet breaks are scary with Choey around cause you have no idea what is she going to do to you. She'll switched off the lights and take a mop and put it under the toilet door and start mopping your feet.

So during toilet break when Debbie and I was in the toilet she switched off the light and scared me by saying there's a black cat in the toilet. Haha, we talked about something today and Choey was like shocked :D Than we switched off the lights when Jon was in the toilet. We kept making fun of Jac and calling her Hairy Panda but it became the Yatti after that, thanks to Ruth Choe of course. We had a cool Thailand girl today who joined us and is going to be a pastor soon !

After cell didn't hang with them at Caltex, our usual hangout after cell. Came home, rushed my cheena compo for tomorrow's tuition if not my cheena pok teacher will complain to my Mum and my ears will suffer :/ Tomorrow going shopping for presents for people. And to :), thank you, really.

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And I miss my Bitch a lot.

And love, I'm at your disposal.

2006-05-12T13:57:00.000+08:00

I'm having this really stupid conversation with Hannah Wong the moron :

Fa i th. ♥ says:
Don't wear white pants I tell you.
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
never wear white pants! haha
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
i wear black pants all day to work!
Fa i th. ♥ says:
No one is so nice like us to tell you that you have a NICE RED SPOT. Okay, WHITE SKIRT OR SHORTS.
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
hahaha i'm not worried because i trust Modess!
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
haha
Fa i th. ♥ says:
I've never heard of that pad brand ! Sure very lousy.
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
It's from Johnsons and Johsons and it's the best ever
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
only smart people use it and they keep it to themselves
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
to prevent the brand from being too common
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
you know like whisper?
Fa i th. ♥ says:
Hahaha, YOU BUY FROM PASA MALAM RIGHT !
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
everyone uses whisper. or rather the general population
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
hahaha
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
no no no
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
haha
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
most supermarkets and it's the best seriously!
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
haha
Fa i th. ♥ says:
Don't lie ! Cheap thrill.
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
let you try ikt one day
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:
haha
Fa i th. ♥ says:
Haha, I think you are CRAZY. I don't want a pad from you.
Hannah - Bullet point bravery. says:

Now everyone knows that Hannah Wong is such a moron :D

2006-05-10T18:08:00.000+08:00

When you walked away, you took a part of me.

The emo songs have gotten a hold on me.

Don't come walking in & out of my heart, it's not your shopping mall.

2006-05-09T17:40:00.000+08:00

Sok, Glyn & Anna made my day today ! Math test is a total failure and there is a high chance that I am going to fail my average for this term and it freaks me cause it'll be my first time failing my average even though quite a number failed the last term and I barely scrapped through it last term, like 5o something.

Tomorrow is Wednesday which means we're all halfway through this week everyone ! Isn't it great ? And I miss Eileen cause she isn't coming till Thursday and I have no one to laugh with me during Geog lessons, the seat beside me is like so empty ): But I still have Drusilla and Carol (: Math was okay today, Variations are really mind torturing even though I somehow get it. Finally, today is the last day of all our common tests. Well, other classes still have tests going on except ours :D

After school went out for lunch with Anna, Sok & Glyn than came home for violin replacement lessons for Friday. It was fun going out with them, Glynnis stupid jokes made all of us go crazy in Macdonalds. We went to take neoprints which was a total disaster cause we all look so weird in the pictures. So today was a really productive day, I am beginning to love 3C1 more and more.

I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed.

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And I do believe I miss Hannah Wong, a lot.

2006-05-06T14:10:00.000+08:00

GOOD BYE HANNAH WONG !
WE WILL MISS YOU MORON :)

Yesterday cell was really really fun. Everytime, Denise, Eunice, Becky, Choe & I will sit around the same table and Choey will be in her own little world :D We made Hannah the card and added a NICE RED SPOT there. Hannah's leaving on Sunday morning for 5 weeks ! 5 weeks without Hannah would be nice, but we'll really really miss her ): After cell, Choey, Eunice, Becky & I were going crazy. Choey & Eunice were being retarded as usual and they even pole danced. Choey & I tried to go Bollywood but failed cause she said I must shake :D Choey's the ultimate la, weird & retarded, you name it ! So walked to Caltex with Eunice & Denise where we were talking about things. Oh yes, I love Denise cause she's been helping me with stuff these days, advice & all :)

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I hate to admit it, but I'm really tired.
Tired of everything, tired of you, tired of your uncertainess.
Sick of your ignorance. You kill me, build me up, but just to watch me break

2006-05-04T15:20:00.000+08:00

Today couldn't get any better, I thought there will be some hiccups along the way, but it went execptionally well that we were all relieve. Okay, in the morning Chem test was really screwed :/ So many things I didn't know and some stuff Mrs Chew didn't teach us so we are all prepared to do badly and everyone is mugging so hard for Bio and I need to do super well for Bio so it can pull my marks up. Lit was okay, classroom is still in total darkness.

Pe was good, went to the park again for 2.4 where Anna & Eileen ran while the rest of all sat around, fooled around & played around. Chinese was okay, Priscilla went home so Ann na came & sat with me. Cause it was too hot in class, we shifted to the Lauguage Room which wasn't that cooling either but we saw the PAP van drive pass :O Hahaha. Than came the most exciting part of the day.

Mr Kheng took us for Math today :) Hahaha, it couldn't get any better, can it ? Anna & I didn't have to sit outside class today & we were all talking. He ended early so we were all fooling around. Doralynn & Ann na had to put shorts on each other's head still not enough, Dory had to put it over Anna & my head, gross :( Hahaha, oh and Sok and I invented a new game called Eraser Dust kuti-kuti, we were bored during PW so we played that game to pass time :D Went back to class talked to Dory for awhile than left with Drusilla. Bio tomorrow, I really have to do well.

I've got nothing that I hide except for what's inside
I keep it all locked up, in this prison we call love

2006-05-03T17:05:00.000+08:00

HELLO MY FELLOW FEATHERED FRIENDS ( like how Sufen says it ), my post is on Xanga today so head down to see a less emo post :D http://www.xanga.com/youralibis

CHOEY, BECKY, DENISE, EUNICE, HANNAH WONG, I LOVE YOU ALL <3

2006-05-01T19:27:00.000+08:00

And no, I won't let us fall a p a r t

And i'll try to identify, try to look through the gray skies in your eyes
I'll pick up everything you left behind
Cross your fingers, and pray for winter

2006-04-30T18:24:00.000+08:00

Church was good today :) I finally saw everyone after so long. Worship was cool, Lifeng & Joel only. So class was okay, Zaneta was trying to get our attention and all. Went to the canteen for our usual snack and talk. Than Xavier, Becky, Bang, Damien, James, Prash, Joseph & I were sitting at one table, talking about Becky's 600 dollars bag from Dolce & Gabanna. And Damien made a stupid joke out of it. " I fired my maid last week, but my house to big la, she still walking out now " Hahaha, so lame. So later went with Mum to town to walk around and she bought another bag, again. And I wanted to get the Adidas top but it didn't have my size. Tomorrow, study, study. Thank you Doralynn :)

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You've made a lasting impression
And if it doesn't feel right
Then I just can't go wrong
I've been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
Your picture is clearly in sight

And don't forget to breathe

2006-04-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

Weekends are finally approaching, seeing of Twin, Denise, Chaota & Bestfriend ( :) x 100 )

__________________________________

The last time I saw you,
You were standing by her side.
The last time you saw me,
Was in a crumbled photograph,
That missed the bin

2006-04-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

I was watching the camp video again. I wish it was March again and we'll have so much fun and bonding during camp :) Becky's sending me our worship video now, hahaha, so cool okay. Caroline, Becky, Jon, Wei En, Joesph and I. These 2 days hasn't been good for me but thanks to (: & (: they made things better and all.

Let me wipe your tears tonight.

2006-04-23T17:50:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-JnPknbc9g
Click to watch BARKER ROAD SEC 1 - 3 CAMP :)

Youth was okay today, I went late so I missed like half of the worship. Games later, didn't play. So talked with Hannah about her hair, shirt and skirt. I can't believe Hannah cut her skirt cause she was being naughty and her shirt says " Check Me Out " when she has a boyfriend, omg :D Hahaha. Her hair isn't that bad la, she's going away for 6 weeks okay, 6 weeks.

So after games went to sit in the canteen and talked & ate. Studied with Denise & bestfriend after shineforth and Damien and gang were so free to go and play land, James lost his wallet and HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI LIN ! Bestfriend walked me to Newton Mrt and we had this really really amusing talk which I found out a lot of things from her :) Which is really really shocking and suprising. Tomorrow's another week again, but I'll survive it, survive it :)

And all that I am,
Unto You I surrender,
Lord there is none like You.
And I know that I stand,
In the arms of forever,
Lord there is none like You.

2006-04-20T15:55:00.000+08:00

Rain

Hahaha, Rain reminds me of the times that I always told Becky that Rain wants to fly over from Korea to kiss me :D It was so amusing and Becky kept telling me that he does not want to kiss me. Hahaha, but I still like Rain, oh yes I do :) I like Rain, William Moseley, Eric Dill, Ben Romans, Richie Sambora, Kevin Urban, Hugh Jackman, Johnny Depp, Chad Michael Murray. :) Hot stuff.

School was okay today, not bad infact ! Poa was okay cause I was sitting next to Dory & Cheryl. Dory was wasting my post-its and writing notes and rubbish on it, being emo. My Poa results were atrocious ( ? ). Thank God I still have another test which is 80% to help pull me up if not I'll just die and my Mum's going to kill me. Free period after Poa, so went down to the canteen with Charlotte, Cheryl, Dory & Janice. We ate pillows and other snacks. So I was telling them how Gwynna laughed till the pearl came out of her straw, before I could even finish, DORY SHOT A PEARL AT ME AND IT WENT INTO MY BLOUSE. Thank God I took it out before it went down :D And she could still laugh. It was so gross, than Charlotte had to continue the story. So I accompanied Dory to fill her water at the water cooler. She was drinking the water and she spat at me. Still not enough, when I turned to face her, she splash water at my face. Wa lao I tell you ah, she wanted to spit the water at me when we got back to class but Mrs Bhatia was there :)

Lit was super funny, we had it at the basketball court. Math was okay, cause I failed my test along with some other people and we had to sit outside. Bitchy baby thinks she's going go join us, but she won't la, so smart :) Math was so scary for the people sitting inside cause Ms Kok was like shouting at them. Than Amutha and Renna were super funny. The converstaion between Renna and Ms Kok :
Ms Kok: Renna, stand on the chair, lift up your skirt and turn 360 degrees and show everyone the words on your leg.
Renna: - turned
Ms Kok: Read out to them what is on your leg
Renna: Me loves Mumu. ( x3 )
Ms Kok: You let her touch your tighs ? Are you 2 lesbians ? Stand on the chair both of you

Hahaha, super funny okay I tell you. So later hanged around in class till like 2 plus than walked down with Candice, she's like amused by the whole Amutha thing :D Oh well, tuition's cancelled today and tomorrow's Fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! OH YES, DORY HAD TO SING THAT SICK SONG DURING RECESS TODAY. She was being such an ass today, poor Sokyi who always gets bullied by her :D
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With you suddenly gone
The feeling that you were honestly gone
I can't shake it

Make the same mistake twice
Flash of red and green all over me
Bring some things that she'll love
I should let if fold over

2006-04-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

Today is a good dayyyyyyyy :) I'm happy happy happy ! School was good, no Math ( :D x 100 ) than chapel was okay and Eileen was being retarded as usual and being ever so horny. Than cabbed home with Drus, Denise & Cheryl. Than I went home dumped my school bag down than headed down to Pri school for Handbells as their SYF is like next week. I met Phoebe there :) Phoebe Ong so prettayeeee okayyyyyy, and she's still as sweet as before :) Hahaha, she's so funny.

Than went to Compass Point for dinner with Mum when I talked like a lot to her and like really caught up with what is happening to my life and all, really really good talk. I haven't had such talks for a very long time cause she's always at work and coming back so late and I'm either watching tv or sleeping so it was really a good chance and all :)

Reciving emails form Twin makes me happy :D Hahaha, her emails are so funny. Ah, 2 more days till I see all of them again. Yes James, we can survive the week ! It's just 2 more days ! 2 more days ! Hahahaha, I just found out amusing from bestfriend, bitchy ahhhhhhh ;)

Having so much to say, but watching you walk away.

2006-04-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I blogged 3 times today okay. Twin lost her match, but even though Mg lost to Sc, you all are still winners okay :) I've never seen a game of squash before, call me deprive than Choe ! Since you think you're so kewlxzxzxz :D At least Choe appreciates the note for her :

ruthh. + for love was crucified. * And though my heart is torn ;i'll praise you in this storm says:
hahaha so sweet! thanks
ruthh. + for love was crucified. * And though my heart is torn ;i'll praise you in this storm says:
yeah. miss me! (:

Hahaha, that's why, she's the bestest Twin I can ever have :)

2006-04-18T17:59:00.000+08:00

THE CLICK FIVE, THE MOST AWESOME BAND.
Eric Dill & Ben Romans are love ♥ ♥

2006-04-18T16:50:00.000+08:00

This is my favourite twin, Choey :)

This post is specially for Choey:

Choey my twin ! I'm so sorry for not being able to come watch you play and cheer my heart out for you. I'll make it up to you ! I'll buy you chicken this Sunday after youth, our usual snack :D I hope you play your best and bring glory to your school ( MGS ). And I pray that your lineup would be FANTASTIC, since I prayed and I'm sure everyone did :) If you win, I'll be really really happy for you twin, cause God's really been great to your team. But if you lose, don't be disheartened, cause you played a great game for God. And you did your best, besides, God knows that you're playing this match for Him ! So I trust that you'll do your best. Love you my favourite twin <333333

2006-04-17T19:38:00.000+08:00

I miss Bestfriend, Twin, Denise & Eunice ):
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And I, I just wanna love you

2006-04-16T21:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE :)
So last night was a fun-filled one. Met Choe at around 7 at Wheelock after her Cip at Chinatown and she was wearing her uniform plus carrying a shoebag and a big bag :D So aunty. So we went to Borders to get her pencilbox and than she bought The Click Five cd ! Than we walked to Zara to get our tops and we wanted to get the slipper but Choe said she would rather have the Paul Frank one so we didn't get it in the end.

When we walked out from Zara we saw this whole gang of Malay punks gathering at the entrance of DBS which really freaked Choe & I out. So we walked to Wisma cause Choe wanted to get a skirt from Forever 21, so we walked and she found one, but not enough money. Than we walked to Nike to get our bottles and she bought another pouch thingy from Adidas. Walked to Heeren to get my belt, and she got hers too. Finally walked to Cine to get our earrings and than back to Taka to get stuff from Cold Storage and a little rest at the Foodcourt while waiting for Becky to fetch us.

So went back to Becky's house. We watched the Click Five video :) Than we watched What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts which Choe didn't get it at all, knowing her :D So than we started Csi, after one disc, we went down to eat Tom Yum and gossipped and everything. Went back up to start the new disc and it was boring so we decided to change it. WHO KNOWS IT WAS THE STALKER ONE WHICH KILLED US ALL. It was so scarry that Choe, Becky & I were like covering our eyes half the time and I actually slept. Hahaha, it's like so freaky plus we were watching it at around 2am in the morning. One more hour to YKW.

We decided to watch Youtube retarded videos to let the time pass 3 and to get our mind of the episode we just watched. So we slept at around 4 plus got up at 6 and rushed to church for Sunrise which the 3 of us were stoning and dozing off at the back. Breakfast was okay and Youth today was good, Ryan spoke but I was drifting off cause I was simply too tired. School tomorrow ):

And all I know,
Is that I love You more than life

2006-04-15T15:56:00.000+08:00

Kwan's playing for Hollaback Crew today with her crew called St. Nickelodeons. All the best Kwan :) I am so tired now that I feel like sleeping but I can't cause I have so much Cheena work to do. Thank God there is late night shopping with Twin and off to Bestfriend's house for sleepover and Csi. I wonder what I will do without these programmes today :/

Yesterday I went out with Shithead. So funny okay, all she could think about was Desmond. Brilliance. And Kimooley called me to tell me that her friends saw Don at some FCBC thing and Kim got so angry cause she wanted to go but she decided not to :D Hahaha. Cell was super fun, like Choey, Eunice, Becky & I were like in a little world of our own. I can't concentrate fully, short attention span I guess. 2.5 more hours till I meet twinnnnnnnnn <3
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And James Fu Yu Bin is so naggy.
And Becky dreamt of Wei Lin scolding her.
And Twin has Cip until like 7pm today.
And Denise is going to buy me green tea tomorow.
AND TODAY IS TINKERBELLA'S BIRTHDAY :) :) :)

Cause I love you more than you'll ever know

2006-04-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

IF YOU NEED ANGER MANAGEMENT CLASSES, CONTACT TANIA SOH YING :D

Today was a good day. School was a breeze except for Math when Ms Kok flared up real bad and I am so going to sit outside the next lesson, shit :/ I hope I'm not the only one if not, I die. And later went to Lavender to make my IC, where I met Ah Tan there :) So we headed down to Bugis together and had lunched, gossiped and caught up cause we couldn't talk in class. So she was supposed to go for her tuition than it was cancelled so she came up to my place and we were talking, laughing and taking pictures :D Than she left cause I thought I had tuition, than cancelled. Best. Oh and Tania and I made this up that Mr Lim goes to the bookshop to havoc on weekends :D Hahahaha

Tomorrow's outing with Wonderwall followed by cell <3

Jesus, be my magnificent obsession

2006-04-12T18:06:00.000+08:00

Choe's gonna kill me ! But I think this is amusing :D I love Twin uber uber <3333

I am one happy girl today :) In school pillows are addictive that we couldn't stop eating them. Geog as usual was a total bore that Anna & I were complaining about it. Chapel was okay, the video was touching. It's ture that what matters most is not your looks, but what you have in your heart. I met Mum after school today and headed down to town to collect my Agnes B jumper and her other bag. I got the tag since we spent 400 and above. So later, I decided to head down to Borders to get my Paperchase pencilbox and I was texting Poks asking her which design I should get :D I got the butterfly print in the end, happy happy happy :) Oh, I saw Jacintha today ! My fellow Don fan <3
3 more days.

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I'm a war, of head versus heart

2006-04-11T19:18:00.000+08:00

School wasn't fantastically good today, but it was good. Poa test was obviously screwed cause my Balance Sheet didn't even like balance I think and I didn't study ! Thank God no Math test today if not, it'll be double failure. But at least the last quiz I passed ! Hahaha :D And our class test is post-poned to Thursday and it's only 3 questions on inequalities so I must study.

Cca was okay, stayed until like 545pm and all. Yes, before I forgot, a big thank you to Happy Pill for the big big card that she made for me :) I was smiling when I got it, it's true, you're my happy pill baby ( hugs ) 4 more days to the most exciting day of the week !

Green Tea

2006-04-10T18:38:00.000+08:00

Thank Wonderwall for the lovely lovely flowers that brightened up my day :) Morning assembly was so embarrassing cause we had to cheer infront of the whole school and Drus & I were like right infront. We just threw our faces in the morning. Cca was okay, quite fun actually, and next week there's no Cca cause of Napfa :D But I don't want to go for Napfa too anyway.

Math test + Poa test tomorrow = FAIL
I haven't even started yet and I know what the result will be. I don't intend to study for Math test cause Inequalities should be easy, cause it's just knowing the signs and all, but I will practise some questions before I sleep tonight. Poa I think our whole 3C1 Poa class is going to ask Mrs Eng for another week cause we got not enough time to study and we may flop it.
JUST FOR THE RECORD, 5 MORE DAYS TO THE SLEEPOVER !

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James Fu Yu Bin is a loser. He thought he finishes school earlier than me and got so smug about it :D But when he told me he was finishing in 10mins time, I was already on the way home. Loser loser loser !

What hurts the most, is being so close.

2006-04-09T14:54:00.000+08:00

Youth today was good. Worship was good :) We were suppose to have games than Zaneta made us play this Ice Breaker game which really needed to improve and we were all just talking and waiting for time to pass so we can head down to the canteen to get our weekly chicken ! Than we sat down and discussed about the plans for next Saturday. Than sat down with Denise, Debbie for awhile and watched them doing their work.

Missions in June from 14-19. Choe, Becky & I are going ! Thank God I can make it cause it doesn't clash with my Uk trip ! Joy joy joy ! And Becky's going to protect me from all the evil animals which I am afraid of :D After church headed to town with Mum. Had Cedele for breakfast than we went to Zara which I found 2 tops but I'm going to get them with Choe next Saturday cause we are going on a shopping spree that day. Collecting my Agnes B star jumper next Tuesday which I can't wait to get it :)

Next Saturday is going to be so exciting, I can hardly contain my excitment. Dinner at Newton Circus than we are heading down to town for some late night shopping and back to Bestfriend's house to watch I Am Sam & Csi (: And plus we are going to watch all the episodes of Csi and we have Sunrise the next morning. Which I am sure, the 3 of us will be dozing off at the back.

She held him close

2006-04-08T20:07:00.000+08:00

DON'S SO HOT ( x a gazillion ) OMG OMG OMG OMG ! AND HE'S MINE & KIMOOLEY'S ! HAHAHAHA :D

KIM ! LET'S HOPE WE'LL SEE HIM AGAIN SOON :)
AH, DON DON DON <3

2006-04-07T18:45:00.000+08:00

Camp Rock was the best camp I ever went to. It was so fun even though on the first day when Wynn & I were talking to Don ( Instructor ) that we will not have fun cause we will not like participate in the activities because it was scary. But in the end, we were sad to go. Thank God we didn't bet with Don if not, we'll lose.

The groupings were okay, I got grouped with really really fun people :) I got to know Shi Yun, Shabana, Joy & Jacintha. All of them are really nice people, and not forgetting Wynn, Joelle & Glynnis. The camp site had so many lizards like all around, there were a gazillion on top of the dining hall walls and were dropping as and when they like it which led to a million screams. Team building activites were fun and all, working together as a team and helping each other out. There was suppose to be night games, but the weather was bad so we had indoor stuff instead :D We had to make a mascot that represents our group, so Shi Yun was the model. Ha, Joelle couldn't sleep that night, be in the end, we all did.

High elements scared the hell out of me. I didn't even want to do any. Than Don came up to Wynn and I saying : If I know that you all never do any right, when you come to my station I'm going to make you go first no matter what " Than Wynn & I decided to do. So we did the broken bridge one which was so freaky cause I was floating and shaking at first. And I even heard Dory shouting : Go Faith. And I was screaming at first, so maluating ! But I finished it in the end. The brave me :D Than at the challenge pole, not a lot of people did it though, so scary ! So lunch than we went on with our Zip Line & Abseiling. I was the first in our group to do the Zip Line. 3 of us were so scared when we were standing in the tower cause the floor was like see through and all. But the whole thing was thrilling, fun and I could feel the wind blowing against my face :) Couldn't do abseiling cause the rain spoilt it all and also not kayaking >:/

Camp fire at night was great. It's the first time that I participated and cheer along with them. And one girl from Dory's group danced to the song Beep so well omg ! She's like the ultimate. So our group performance was kinda screwed but that we did our best and it's all that matters. I like the butt one though :D I was sitting infront of Dory which was not really good since she keeps poking my fats and using the lightstick to play with my hair, suddenly pulling me back and I almost fell. Hahaha, but it's fun. Everyone was really sad when the camp fire came to an end.

Area cleaning was bad, our group had to clean the toilet. And Hilary was screaming whenever the gross thing touched her leg and all. She's so cute and they think she's Ms Loh the young version :D So Wynn, Shi Yun, Joelle & I were incharge of providing water for them to wash the toilet and made our hands pruney ( ? ).

Camp was really a good experience for me. I never knew I would be able to do Zip Line or any of the High Elements. And I learn quite a lot from it that if you think you can do it, you can :) I love my group, Sapphire, we set the fire.

S-U-P-E-R
Super is what we are.
F-O-U-R
Group Four is who we are.
Super group 4 ( whoo oo )
Solid group 4 ( whoo oo )
Steady group 4 ( whoo oo )
Yeah, Sapphire !

I love Jelly Hair ( Don ), Twinkle Eyes ( Lipen ), Lifesaver ( Timonthy ) and Big Nose ( Fraddy )

2006-04-04T19:34:00.000+08:00

Innovation week today was okay. Vicky forgot to bring the proposal so we ended up handing in our script instead and the Ikea pictures and I think our group did well ! Hahaha. Headed down to the hall at 12 to watch the level perform and stuff and Orbit got in :) Well done, even though we didn't win it's okay !

Met Bestfriend after school to catch Failure To Launch. Good show I say, better than Ice Age 2. It's super funny and the cinema was so small that when I needed to pee, I even tried climbing behind to get out but than, I couldn't cause the chair kept shaking and I'm afraid I will fall, so I had to make people lift up their legs for me. So after I came out from the toilet, I sat on the steps not wanting to make people lift legs for me to cross anymore. I am considerate :D So later after that went to Far East to collect the shirt that Twin & Bestfriend made for me. Than walked to Scotts to eat Yami Yogurt and talked. Than we saw this really amusing poster that we took a picture of :D Hahaha. Than tok 105 home, the bus smelled so bad that I almost died and there was this weird woman sitting next to me doing mutiple choice questions on chinese medicine and reading the questions out loud and this guy, swept his jacket over my head, brilliant.

And Denise Tan Jun Yi told me a super lame joke about soldiers, go ask her to tell you. It's not even funny at all. Hahaha, oh and the police gave her a call :D

2006-04-03T16:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN DENISE TAN JUN YI :)
It's been such a pleasure knowing you for let's see ? 2 years ? Hahaha, and you're really really a sweet girl. I thank God for every silly thing you've done that never fails to make me laugh or mock you :D Take care love and hope you have a great time today <3

2006-04-02T18:42:00.000+08:00

Today was one of the best lunch I ever had :) Thank you for everyone who turned up:
Zaneta, Choe, Damien, Prash, Denise, Xavier, Becky, Ken, James, Clement, Jac, Wei Lin, Cheryl, Judith, Eunice, Tian, Bala, Sam, Jon Wong, Marc, Mel and Suzs.

After Shineforth worship, Denise & I headed down to Spizza to get reservations and place the orders before they came. Choe came and met us at 12, than Becky, Xavier, Prash & Damien met us there after their tuition. At around 1 plus the people came. Hahaha, Choe tricked Zaneta into beliving that You & Me by Lifehouse was sung by the Beegees a long time ago :D And Zaneta asked me than I was like " Oh ya, by Hillsongs " than she actually believed me for awhile, than she went " Ya right ! " Hahaha, Thank you Marc for smashing the cake on my face and my shirt. Yes, we are still friends :D And James Fu kept saying the bad word. 288 altogether :) Marc managed to smash the cake into Denise's face while I ended up getting cream on my hand thanks to Bala.

So later we all splitted. Some of them went back to church for games while Xavier, Damien, Becky,Choe & I went to watch Ice Age 2. Hahaha, it was so lame, but some parts was actually quite boring, but funny I must say ! After the movie, we went off cause Choe & Xavier were going back to Barker so Becky gave them a lift there.

Thank you to :
Prash - For the Paul Frank slippers
Xavier - Lana Cake & Starbursts
Denise & Teri - That white top
Clement - Cool doctor kit :D
Marc - Photoframe
And of course, a big thank you to all who came :)
Denise, happy birthday in advance, thanks for being such a sweetie <3

2006-04-01T16:48:00.000+08:00

I didn't catch Espresso yesterday and I'm not going to watch it today either ): Oh well, I'm sure you guys did well especially Teri, Debbie, Cheryl & Denise :) Lunch tomorrow, I am like how excited hahaha, Denise, I know what you're thinking ! So tuition in the morning than went to Taka to look for my trackpants, but apprently, I found nothing. Choe's lending me her pair tomrorow to see if I can fit which I think I can. And I am addicted to Gravity & Goodbye by Fly To The Sky.

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I got pranked by Dory just now. She texted me saying that she's leaving to Australia in June for good and not coming back. I was like " Huh, that I only knew you for such a short time " Than later she said " Sorry to break it to you, Happy April Fools " Thanks a lot Dory, I got pranked by her, I can't believe myself. This is so embarrassing. Hahaha :D

I love you more than you'll ever know,
A part of me died when I let you go.

2006-03-31T13:40:00.000+08:00

Innovation week starts today :) Went to school with Tania's fishes today in the plastic bag, I was so afraid that it would die before I gave them to her. Around 7 plus went to her class with Drus to pass her the fishes and 4 people had to help pour the fishes into the container I gave her. It was hilarious. Than later went to the hall for some Entrupenurship ( ? ) talk about starting a restaurant, because that's our problem for the project. So went back to class to discuss the action plan for the 2 days. Sok and I went to find Ms Liang, but apprently, our whole class + 2A3 was looking for her and we can't even find her so we asked the office to make an anoucement for her to come down. When she came down, we were rushing towards her, she told us she's can't sign the plan for us now and that we had to wait till 1030 for her. So we were all quite angry. And when Dory is pissed, she becomes retarded :D Than we went to find her around Genesis block, found her than she told us to look for Lyndon Lim. Brilliance.

Finally, Lyndon Lim signed our plan than Anna, En Ci, Sok, Dory, Carol & I headed down to Garden's Macs to have breakfast. Sok and I were being extra cause we are not even in their group at all. Than En Ci & Carol left earlier while Sok & I were discussing the proposal thing for awhile than we started dooddling on the foolscap paper. Than at around 12, we left Macs and than Sok & I went to Heartland Mall cause 2 of them got down earlier. Than she waited for my bus with me. No more shopping with Bestfriend later cause I got violin lessons at 530. Best, right in the middle of everything. So later Mum's bringing me to Serene Centre for Island Creamry :) Tomorrow tuition in the morning than shopping with Mum for my camp stuff and if Denise can get the concert tickets for me, I'll be heading down to Mgs with Bestfriend to watch them perform. Than staying over at Denise's house :) I'm so excited for Sunday.
http://www.tristanandisoldemovie.com/trailer/trailer1_medium.html ( Tristan & Isolde ) I want to catch if when it comes out :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wGqixwzLQf0&search=Korean-%20Kiss ( Props to Dory )

Fall back on everything You've done,
Fall back on everlasting arms.
When all the world is stripped away,
You are all the things I need.
You're the air I breath.

And I love You, more than life.
Oh I love You, more than life.

2006-03-30T18:25:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lvi8A7GWmQ&search=What%20Hurts%20The%20Most
It may be too emo for you to take.

2006-03-30T16:33:00.000+08:00

Denise, Drusilla, Carol, Eileen, Janice, Annabella, Sok Yi, Angela & Doralynn. Thank you for making my day today :)
Innovation week starting from tomorrow onwards. Macdonalds with them after school than disussion of project and than off to do the survey, violin in the afternoon and shopping with Bestfriend for Denise's present.

I use to hate school, cause of all the lessons and everything, but now, I have such great friends in school like those people, and that's what keeps me going in school :) So weekends are coming. I hope Saturday I can go for shopping and than Sunday lunch with the 25 people at Spizza. Hahaha, I can hardly wait. Going with Denise first to Spizza to get a table and study :D Congruency !

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Thank you Kwan ( big boo ) for making this pretty skin for me :) I love you uber loads baby !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t1--CAptDMQ JAMES FU'S SWIM VIDEO :D

You say hello,
Inside I'm screaming I love you

2006-03-29T16:24:00.000+08:00

You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break.
But I just can't walkaway.

The only thing I'm looking forward to is this weekends. It's going to be a good one as it's going to be spending time with my family & my closests friends (: Thank you Denise for coming out with such a brilliant idea <3

2006-03-28T19:05:00.000+08:00

I'm humbled by your mercy, but I'm broken inside.
Once again I thank You,
Once again I pour out my life.

Jesus, I pray that you let me trust in you more each day. Amen

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Thank you Choe for that sweet post on your blog :D Hahahaha, I was touched. I love you too Twin ! And I thank you for all the fun and laughter you brought into my life, my super good friend cum twin :) You're the bestest Twin anyone could ever have.
And this Sunday is lunch at Spizza, Denise + Faith's birthday lunch :) Hahahaha, it'll be ever so exciting. I hope I'll be able to bond with Twin & Bestfriend more during that time.
Don't stress Denise ! Everything's going to be fine. Don't be sad too !

2006-03-27T19:27:00.000+08:00

I lost my wallet in school today but I found it back. Texted Denise on the way to school, she's super funny man, omg :D Hahahahahahaha, Denise you moron !
The person who took Doralynn's phone, I hope you can't sleep at night. Cause you're guilty conscience overwhelms you. And just return it to it's rightful owner.
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Doralynn, cheer up ! The happy times will come back again :)

2006-03-26T14:34:00.000+08:00

Denise: I'm sorry if I said too much ! And if _______ ever finds out, I'm really sorry. But I doubt it though. And don't worry so much okay :) Love you

Kimoo: I had fun with you on Friday too ! We forgot to buy our goldfishes though :D But it's okay, cause that can be our next excuse to go out again ! Hahaha, love love !

Caroline: You are the one that needs improvement la, not me. And plus, you stupid moron, forgot to print my thinggg :D Anyway, I am never slow, not at all, I'm just challenged, that's all. Hahaha, love you !

Xavier: Shut up about what a lousy password thing I have okay. And besides, you do not know anything about Horlicks or what so ever.

Choey: Hahaha, jellyfish :D But they can't see your face la, they'll never know. If they ask who than I'll say it's me laaaaaa. Hahaha, love you twin !

Becky: Hahaha, yes yes brillance. But we'll really have to keep it between our cell, if not, it won't be nice to anyone. So we shall zip our mouths tight from now on.

Doralynn: Takecare ! And I know that I am nice, needless to say :D And stop listening to the emo Rascal Flatts song, too much of it may make you feel worse. Try to make it on the 16th !

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I'm going to walk away from all of it now. ( when deep inside, I've always stayed )
Oh Lord, forgive me for making you too small in my eyes.

2006-03-25T14:01:00.000+08:00

A good afternoon spent with the 2, Kimoo & Cher <3 My loving goes out to you both.
Cell at night was really amusing, Denise's list of her future husband, and guess what, we figured out who the guy could be :D HORLICKSSSSSSS, code word. I shall not disclose anymore information.

What hurts the most, was being so close.
Having so much to say, but watching you walk away.
Tell me, what did I do to deserve this ?